means something?

days bleed into each other.  Only the view from my window seems to change.

john has been living here for a year now...well his stuff is located here.  He spends most of his time with his girlfriends.  At least I have the dogs for company.  my circle of friends have greatly diminished.  Aside from John, I only talk to DeWayne outside of the game.

I still have issues with my sugar...sometimes I'm good with it, otherwise it seems like I have a death wish.  perhaps I've always had one.

from my rebellion in school, to my weight issues to having in faith in people that care nothing about me; can i ever escape this circle of repetition>

snow will be coming soon.  i think this means something.