Tuesday, February 23, 2016

My Story

people leave.

I've always had a difficult time letting go.  I think it stems from abandonment from my mother...growing up with friends and knowing their parent(s) were around.  I grew up with my grandparents was was always reminded how they were doing me a favor.

I can't remember whether Charles or Rodney left first; both after an intimate encounter that ended communication.

Tim was next....I guess I was too wild for him.  I know I was....but we were all different then.  John was the first boyfriend to leave, then Adam followed by Steven.  John came back, but we never really feel the same....I learned I can live without any of them.

And finally, Randy.  He decided his life needed to go in a direction that didn't include me.  What took some time to realize, is that this is MY story, and his chapter in MY book ended, but the story goes on.