Tuesday, April 24, 2012

oh fortuna

O Fortune,
Like the moon, you are changeable;
ever waxing and waning;

Hateful life,
First oppresses and then soothes
as fancy takes it

Poverty and Power,
It melts them like ice.

Monstrous and empty,
You whirling wheel, you are malevolent.

Well-being is vain,
And always fades to nothing,
Shadowed and veiled.
You plague me too

Now through the game,
I bring my bare back to your villainy

Fate is against me,
In health and virtue

Driven on and weighted down.
…always enslaved

So  at this hour, without delay,
Pluck the vibrating strings.

Since fate strikes down the strong man.
Everyone weep with me.

Sunday, April 08, 2012

still healing

well...I've got sexual desires for my dm erick, and I feel the beginning of a crush on my soon to be roomie sean.  He's sooo....unlike anything I've dealt with before.  I'm not really physically attracted to him, and I sooo  know better, but he makes me smile.

anywho, lots of doctor's appts, school sucks, and still worried about money lasting til I can finish school.  foot still healing, but it hurts.  diabetes is more under control and i'm back to being blonde.

friend of mine diagnosed with cancer, mother living with grandmother and all she can do is bitch to me about it, oh...and sophie loves me.

peace out.