saturdays

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine

Gotta gotta be down because I want it all

It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his-chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

broken

in his eyes last night, I saw his departure. why do I say these things? repeatedly I resolve never to do it again.

I find myself wanting to share everyhing, but I'm also quite aware of how that would be the most absolute end.

i know we're broken.

woke up early this morning, listening as the rain pounds, cascades down. I'm feeling rather detached from everything.