nobody

To know know know him
Is to love love love him
Just to see that smile
Makes my life worthwhile
To know know know him
Is to love love love him
And I do, and I do, and I do

Oh, I'll be good to him
I'll bring joy to him
Everyone says there'll come a day
When I'll walk alongside of him
To know know know him
Is to love love love him
And I do, I really do, and I do

Why can't he see
How blind can he be
Someday he'll see
That he was meant for me

To know know know him
Is to love love love him
Just to see that smile
Makes my life worthwhile
To know know know him
Is to love love love him
And I do, I really do, and I do

splinter

cry it loud, I did it! Although don't feel entirely comfortable doing it; that feeling doesn't compare to how miserable I am most of the time.

I asked scott to leave. I think his being unemployed, and not really looking for a job, easier for me to decide. There are so many reasons I can site to justify my wanting him out, but why should I have to list them?

He's nothing but a splinter that needs to be removed.

lost

Steve and I no longer speak
Joe has leukemia
DeWayne has heart problems
Katie's husband quit his job
Jay got laid off and I haven't heard from him since
Scott got laid off too, but I can't get rid of him
and myself

lost.

drowning

something awakens in me with your smile. I say too much and hide intensely. How fruitless my thoughts that lead down paths tread alone. I will sit and catch my breath.

Breath stolen when your eyes pause upon me. Am I content to suffer so? I'm helplessly drowning in emotions, but I can choose silence as a best friend.

you look at me, and i'm drowning.

I N T H E E N D

We all bear the scars
Yeah, we all feign a laugh
We all cry in the dark
Get cut off before we start

And as your first act begins
You realise they're all waiting
For a fall, for a flaw, for the end

And there's a past stained with tears
Could you talk to quiet my fears
Could you pull me aside
Just to acknowledge that i've tried

As your last breath begins
Contently take it in
Cause we all get it in
The end

And as your last breath begins
You find your demon's your best friend
And we all get it in
The end