Saturday, December 31, 2005

the end

tonight's the night.
still, some part of me thought if anything changed, it would be tonight.

my party is going on outside my room
there's no one here even catching my eye
I still don't feel like I belong

tonight's the night
tonight, I say goodbye

tonight, I force myself to accept he's not coming back
tonight, my hope dies

Monday, December 12, 2005


Moons and junes and ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As ev'ry fairy tale comes real
I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show
You leave 'em laughing when you go
And if you care, don't let them know
Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It's love's illusions I recall
I really don't know love at all