no one left

Stayed home from dialysis today for no reason other than I didn't feel like leaving the bed.

I got up an hour early and just wanted to lay here.  The zoloft is supposed to help with that. 

John called me today just to bitch about his girlfriend - blah, blah, blah. I can't even take pleasure in his situation.  I want to see the new godzilla movie but no one to go with. dewayne is an ass an eric barely comes over to get his dick sucked.  That's it, no more friends.  Funny I get to a place where I want to go out in public again and there's no one left.