dream

afraid I might wake from this dream.

the past few weeks, although surreal, have left me very content.  it seems I've got my dnd group back, my friendship with chris is solidifying, i'm enthusiastic about school, and I've made internal peace with john, diane and my mother.

I started running smuggler's shiv sunday, and I sat for a moment, looking at the people sititng around me.  here was my past...all 20 years of it.  there were two people missing, but yesteray, one of them epressed an interest in joining.

right now.  I have nothing to be sad about..it's a dream.