much satisfaction

sometimes i just have to smile. Randy asked about re-joining the game and I'm semi-open to it. I guess I'm still bitter about how he walked out. Actually, I'm more bitter about his not trusting me about Angie.

She's the girl that he got busted talking to at Al's party by his wife Tobey. He says nothing happened with her until after he left. Randy says alot of things.

So now he calls when he wants something. When he wants to get a program, or most recently - when his girlie is out of town and he then finds the time to see what I'm doing. Um, yeah....I don't do that with john, why would I do that with him?

new semester has started and I'm pretty optimistic about it. I'm hoping that my psych class will be easier this time - still waiting on the computer science book though.

oh, I finished mask of the betrayer today. shit was hard but I ended up being 28th level by the time it's done.

hmmm, adam sent me a dirty video. wow, the most remarkable thing I can say about it is that he's completely bald now and looks like a pale, bald elf from everquest. I still miss him though, more than I think he knows.

I haven't heard from cedric, and that's a good thing. It's making it less hard to get over it. still though, I lay there at night and think about him. I thought we had something, but it appears I meant nothing afterall. Somehow having that doubt verified doesn't bring much satisfaction.