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I miss adam more and steven less than I tell people
I feel nothing for john but everyone thinks I still do
I want things to work with scott, but he's toxic
I wanted Dale to leave
I don't think I'll ever find someone for myself
I lied to Cedric and told him I felt something
I think Xandrah lies
I've been told I'm emotionless and cold
I'm whoring myself out as a friend to Steve so I can get my roof fixed cheaper
I wanted randy to leave tobey for so long, now I wish things were like they were

Unlike you....I'm not pretending.