dare

dare I hope?

continuing physical therapy, no bad news today.  It's killing me laying around the house, but it's probably best I delayed school until the fall due to my foot.

I met a guy online this week. his name is brian, and so far...he's pretty dreamy.  hes coming over tonight to hang out, maybe watch a movie.  I'm all nervous, anxious and excited.  There's the sex issue, but I'll save that for later.  He knows about my diabetes and recent foot surgery....now just for my weight and haven't shown him my crooked teeth.  He's mentioned that he wants me to smile more.

so...

dare  i hope?