and it's fall

Another change is here. I was leaving work friday and I actually felt ... connected, to people, to friends and to the world.

Slowly, I've been finding myself again. I don't cry all the time, and I don't notice sleeping alone so much either. I still love Steven very much, but...it's sinking in finally that he wasn't good for me. I still miss his smile sometimes so much though. He was the one for me I'm afraid.

Anyway...good things to come. My roomie is turning out to be a fun guy, I actually love my work, school is exhausting but very satisfying and it's fall.