of good and bad

Good

holding hands while driving that night after seeing V for Vendetta
standing together in grant's backyard while watching the great storm coming
falling asleep together on the couch
when you'd move closer to me in bed and put your feet on mine
falling asleep in my lap while watching Harry Potter
introducing me to your sister as your boyfriend
working together in the studio in silence
singing that pete yorn song to me that day in the car
kissing me goodbye in the morning
eating cereal late at night
listening to your poetry
how you'd nuzzle against my chest when it was chilly

Bad

stop loving me and not having the guts to tell me
leaving early for virginia when you promised one last night
staying out all night
telling me you were coming to bed but sneaking out of the house
making me feel like my emotions were stupid and un called for
shutting yourself down
answering personals from various websites
telling jason that we were just roomies
not touching me and then staying up all night watching porno

and most importantly, giving me hope for a future you knew was just a lie.