moratorium

I've never been this accountableless
and within
I've never known focuslessness on any form
I've never had this lack of ache for dalliance
To let go
And let God in ways I have never even imagined

I declare a moratorium on things relationship
I declare a respite from the toils of liaison
I do need a breather from the flavors of entanglement
I declare a full time out from all things commitment

I've never let my grasp soften fingers like this
I've never been careless,
Otherless like autonomy's twin

Ah to breathe...
Stop looking outside
Stop searching in corners of rooms
Not my business or timing
Ahhh

I've never known freedom from intertwining
I start again this time for keeps
In my skin I'm residing