blue

i am so in love. I haven't felt like this in a very long, long time. My stomach's in knots and i feel all wretched cause he's away for a week.

I catch him just watching me sometimes and I wonder...why would he leave for Nevada. I know he's unhappy here, and I should just let him go...but when I look at him, I'm home. He worries that he brings too much strife into my life; how could I ever let him know just how much I need him.

He is like warm sunlight on my face.