First & Last Time

There are quintessential moments in my life so epitomized in a song that it becomes emblazoned in my memory. This song always makes me cry because it reminds me of when I first met Adam. He was so nervous in my arms, but it was one of the most magical moments of my life.

The first time ever I saw your face
I thought the sun rose in your eyes
And the moon and stars
Were the gifts you gave
To the dark and the endless skies

The first time ever I kissed your mouth
I felt the earth move in my hand
Like the trembling heart of a captive bird
That was there at my command, my love

And the first time ever I lay with you
I felt your heart so close to mine
And I knew our joy would fill the earth
And last til the end of time, my love

The first time ever I saw your face
Your face, your face, your face

He's seeing his exboyfriend again, on the weekends. Maybe to lessen the pain, maybe to bridge the gap of a romance that can still carry on. Either way, I don't have a part of it and it's useless for me to keep pining over something I'll never have again. Well, at least not with him.

So, I'm biding farewell to Adam.