Within

Seems like I've been dreaming really intensely as of late.

Feeling really clear about who I am and reconciling my past, but just when I reach a calmness, I remember treachery and I get angry all over again.  Most of my friends are newly acquired now; and I am very hesitant letting them like I did Katie and Randy.

Fuck...they kept saying I was aloof, ....guarded and afraid to let them know me.  Then when I did, ...well, the past is over, and they no longer have a part in my story.

I'm not in love, nor am I in pain.  Things seem rather tranquil.

Peace within, peace without.