ugh

i feel wretched and foolish
i've played this game, trying very hard to achieve a romance with this npc and got turned down because i'm not of noble birth.
don't mention that the npc is a bastard that doesn't want the throne
and let me not forget that the game is programmed that a warrior and rogue can only be of noble birth, but mages cannot be.

so. i'm shaking now cause that hit way too close to home.