not sure if i want to deal with the bullshit of dating again
he's closeted and lives with his parents
his email begins with godfollowa
i have many medical issues that affect moods and performance
but the real reason: I feel ugly and deformed.
catch me if i fall i'm losing hold i can't just carry on this way and every time i turn away lose another blind game the idea of perfection holds me... suddenly i see you change everything at once the same but the mountain never moves...